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2012-01-01T13:28:00.003+08:00

这是2011 年拍的最后的一张照片噢~

在迎接2012年的到来，早晨起的特别早~

泡了杯咖啡，吃了几片蓝莓蛋糕，美好的早晨就从assignment 开始~

一边做着assignment, 一边播放着林俊杰的新歌~只能说我还是很爱你啦，超棒的哩你！

做完了厚，就来个self-review，检讨自己一下 ^^

翻看了那些旧照，想了很多很多~ 想起失去的至亲，还是会伤心~ 真的要珍惜眼前的一切一切当一切还来的及~

总觉得自己已经到外面绕了一大圈，怎么回来了还是遇见了你？

前几天狠狠的被撞了头一下，搞到有点脑震荡，可是还是忘不了你给的一切~

Self- review 到一半，就接到电话说朋友到了~

跟着，就出去了~聊了些近况，看了部很难懂的戏，吃了晚餐，接着就去BISTRO 等待迎接新一年的到来~

等待的期间，喝了点酒，拍拍照，玩了一场游戏，很快就被杀了，然后就走去海边看星星和月亮，看人家玩烟花，好轻松的一晚~ 也想一下明年的目标，要做些什么~

最后的20分钟,就走回去原位，又开始玩拍照了~只能说拍照也是一种很深奥的艺术啊！

跟着就是看烟花的时候了！有着城市五颜六色的灯，一片海，动人的音乐，烟花，一切都很完美了哩~

就这样，2012年生出来了，哈哈！

祝大家身体健康，万事如意，心想事成！

# One question. One chance. One honest answer. Before 2011 ends, you can ask me any ONE question and i'll answer it truthfully, no catch. ONLY one question. (INBOX ME) #

这个虽然有点迟了一些，可是我还是会很诚实的回答你 =P

2011-12-15T22:54:00.003+08:00

最近生活过得有点充实，可是却有点累人啊~

感觉今年的年尾比去年还忙的多叻~

时间的安排很重要啊！

虽然很多任务有在设定的时间完成，可是却没有时间让我停下脚步，感受一下所谓的轻松，全部东西来得快去得快啊~

人生真的是如此吗？

告诉自己每天都是beautiful day, 心情真的会好一些哩~

有为自己和你在加油着哩 ~

2011年就快结束了，可是我还有几个目标还没去实现哩，怎么办？？

有些事情，真的很想再一次去拥有它，想找回当初的感觉，美好的一切~

说了一大堆有的没的，觉得自己有点无聊叻，哈哈~

加油吧，开心也是要过一天，不开心也是要过一天，所以笑笑笑！

2011-11-23T11:51:00.019+08:00

最近都不知道忙什么，可是就是有本事忙到病倒，所以才这样久没有来了~

时间过的好快噢，我也不知道做了些什么，就是忙~

不知道要从何写起，就从相机里有的照片写起吧。

就前两个礼拜，跟一班慈济的朋友去拜访老人院~

这可是我第一次有机会跟老人们有一些互动噢~

起初，我害怕跟他们谈不来，有代沟，到了那边，我有试着跟阿嘛和阿公交谈，其实不是我想象中的难，也许是我想太多~

当天的任务就是帮忙洗厕所，洗地，给于老人们一些关怀，玩游戏，庆生，祝阿嘛和阿公身体健康，送花和写一些卡片给他们~

一个小小的拜访，也许是他门最快乐的一天了，他们真的很需要你的关怀，多多陪他们说话~

最让我印象深刻的是那位两个口袋都装满纸袋的阿嘛，我问她为什么不吃给她的蛋糕，她只是点头而已，并没吃~

也递上了花和卡片给她~

可是等我们要走的时候，她就走出来看一下，然后就进去了，也许这是她的道别方式~

回来了，满脑子都在想那位阿嘛~

这一次的拜访，心有点莫名的酸和痛~

顿时，觉得自己现在已经很幸福了，不要求什么~

从小父母就跟我们说要敬老，不要等到他们不在了，才来后悔，那恐怕已经来不及了~

所以从小，就很疼婆婆，她要求什么，我会一定去做到，至到她离开的那一天~

妈不在的时候，就是我提起责任，帮她洗澡，要什么就买给她~

我没有遗憾，唯一的就是没跟她拍到照。那天刚巧相机坏了，过一个礼拜她就离开了~

婆婆的模样，我还记得很清楚~

父母也是要一样尊敬，疼他们，珍惜你跟他们相处的时间，不让他们担心~

有时间，就多多回家陪他们~

以下是一些照片~

师姑，师伯和一些善心人士，也来了，大家一起大扫除~

一部分的慈济志工~

我们的学长，就是当天载我们去老人院的~他也会弹琴的~

真是很久不见了，哈哈。

当晚，就去了jonker street 吃晚餐 ~

很意外的是，刚巧当天是第三届世界健美先生比赛的决赛~

还真是第一次亲眼看到他们那大大的身体~

还从他们身边走过，真的是冒了一把冷汗，练到有点恐怖~

大马选手- 沙查里奪得70公斤級冠軍

来自各国的大大肌肉男~

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然后到了某某星期三早上，三个瓜就跑去唱K 了~

尽量的唱，唱到肺跌出来也没关系，最重要是把不开心的给发泄出来~

自己也选了一些可以让我喊到大大声，喉咙沙哑，又可以发泄的歌~

可是却唱到上气，不接下气的，丢脸啊~

还是抒情，悲悲的，适合我 =..=

越唱越伤心 T~T

她，也开始搞 EMO了~点了一些莫名从来没点过伤感的歌~

可你知道，一首歌，可以表现出你的心情，你的同感~

我猜她应该有一点伤心，哈哈~

不用怕，在我们面前，你可以表现真正的自己，不会笑你的~

K 歌ing， lalala~

她，唱老歌一流 ^^

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又到了某某的星期五，朋友说她心情不好，要疯狂的购物，不要上课去~

好吧，我们就陪你吧，也许你可以比较快乐~

到了晚上，就喝酒去了~

男的说要去的，原来男人不开心，会想要喝酒噢~

事实是女的不开心，男的就找借口要喝酒~

这，只是暂时的忘记不快乐吧，隔天还是要去面对吧~

这两个就是欺负我们的~玩游戏，罚喝酒~

一杯，半杯，就两桶去了 =..=

她们就是被罚喝最多的~最后，投降去~

我脸没红，血液没循环，还是喝不够多？

来张合照做纪念~不开心，我们也奉陪到底 ^^

结果第二天，就发烧，头晕，喉咙痛不舒服去了~

害到妈妈担心死了，对不起 ~

这是妈托朋友拿来的中西药。

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终于看完了法證先鋒III好棒的一部戏啊！

喜欢上这两位主角，她们太有女强人的味道啦~

发型也很酷叻！

蛮喜欢这类发型的，可是却没勇气去剪 =3=

最后,就是要分享这部戏里的插曲， you are my angel ~

超好听的，把眼睛关着，静静的享受这首歌吧，哈哈~

我想今晚不会在失眠了，因为我把部落格给update 了~

任务完成！！！

2011-11-12T18:24:00.004+08:00

Yes, I do miss you a lot ~

Seeing friends keeps on posting message on your wall how much they miss you , tears drop uncontrollable~

I know I must be strong enough, but sometimes I just can't ='(

2011-11-08T22:51:00.003+08:00

终于把它读完了~

我承认读书的数度是比较慢的，用上了两个星期，都是在睡觉之前阅读的~

朋友都一直在催我快点把它读完 =..=

看完了，就一起去看电影版的 ^^

蛮不错的一本书，可是结局不完美，不是我想的那样~

柯景藤始终没有跟沈佳仪在一起，好可惜哦~

至于详细内容，你可要亲自去阅读，才会感觉到它真正要表达的意思~

九把刀的书，我会继续追！！！

2011-11-06T15:20:00.003+08:00

First of all, want to say happy 1 year anniversary to my babe which was yesterday !

and another good news is I already settled up my training stuffs. Finally done after worrying it for about 1 month! hmm, new environment, new people and new challenge! looking forward to it !

and also a happy birthday to my best jimui in overseas. hopefully she is living fine out there. long time didn't share out our personal feelings like what we often did in secondary school! aww, really miss that moment~

An unexpected things happening yesterday which delay our arrival time for about 1 hour plus.

now, I really understand people can't make a right decision when they are nervous of unexpected things happening around~

Often people give me suggestion when I was in the middle of the road, now is my turn to be the person.^^

We was chatting there, after sometimes I didn't get response ~

I was wonder why but he didn't tell me why and I was looking at his expression~

Finally, he just said my car was in a dangerous position.

Then only I know and stay calm while finding the nearest resting station.

finally got it after 10 mins of driving.

and a foreman arrived as he already know what happened to the car.

after checking, the suggestion was to wash the blocked tangki~

he refused to accept the offer at first as they will charge expensively and unreasonably!

but then I suggested to accept because is impossible to continue the journey without doing it!

it's the only way, got no choice but to spend it.

after all, I think it was the right decision. without doing it,the engine might get burn and need to spend few thousands for replacement.

so, it's worth to spend, take it as 挡灾消难 lo~

2011-11-01T23:26:00.004+08:00

3rd week of the trimester, started the first yoga class today~

was in conflict whether want to continue or not, because I hardly sweat during the class~

at last, I choose to continue because currently is a raining season, not much sports for me to do =)

hmm, first class with a good start I can say.

during the last few minutes, teacher asked us to lay down with relaxing pose (legs slightly open, hands put apart from body with eyes closing and empty mind )

then, she said something which I found out funny, nearly laugh out .

but not sure whether the rest whether had listened what she said.

here, I repeat one more time.

she said: please determine your body which part she does not in a relax mood yet, ask her to be relax!

har? how to determine and ask o?

Is it funny enough? but got no one laugh there.my neighbor seems like rest in a pig mood, no movement at all, haha =)

satisfy with the new start!

wish to sweat more and more =P

2011-10-24T00:59:00.019+08:00

Welcome back to new trimester!

First week of the trimester is always a relax one as everyone not yet adjust their holiday mood back to serious mood as a student =)

Yeah, escape to Genting on Tuesday ...see how cool we were!

this actually a postponed trip for the semester break...

as we were standby for the supplementary exam for the first two weeks of new semester if there is any~

feel so great, we've passed all the exams! thanks God =)

so decided to go for short vacation as a reward for US!

Check-in by online

first game that we played, pirate boat ^^

long time didn't play dy, a bit scare~ feel like the heart wanna dropped out dy ='(

They are always so matching

there was raining outside there~

all outdoor games were stopped. so went to play this tut tut car , the feeling was so weird but got no choice =..=

before the exit entrance, took the last photo.

wow, the same pose again with the photo taken last 2 years. miss the moment too..

In short, the weather made us a bit disappointed because had been spending RM30.70 for outdoor ticket and managed to play only 4 games, and it started to raining cats and dogs .

On the other hand, feel happy as I got my Genting card and had entered into the casino legally!

just to pay a visit how it actually look like and drink their free MILO =)

overall, still satisfy as this might be the last trip before going for internship.

At least, I'll keep it as memory.

and got my new 3 in 1 printer as the old printer can't function anymore.

feel so sad as it can't accompany me until graduate.

this is the first time using this brand, hopefully it won't disappointed me .

purse bleeding again ='(

as for the first week, I planned to go back home as there was nothing to do here.

then plan changed again.

as my friend has invited us to her event where the hong kong artist, sherman chung will be attending to share her experience and past time with Jesus.

Just get to know her because of the song "傻瓜 ”.

after that sharing night, get to know her more well.

she had sang a few songs which was written by herself and meaningful to her.

wow, her voice is really great and powerful man!

after the sharing night, there was some talk from the pastor.

she had been giving some speech but didn't get to know all what it means.

Just feel a bit shock, before the ending, there's some working committees asked us whether want to be a Christian. there just like dragging you to the front stage.

their actions were too over, as people have their rights to choose what they want to be.

Then, it comes to Sunday where it is a "nothing -to-do" day .

so plan to go out this hostel as don't want to feel any boredom at every second =)

so, we were off to town.

our mission are just some window shopping and watching movie.

but, it was out of our planning.

but it doesn't matter, as long as we are HAPPY of what we buy.

sometimes, you just need to pamper yourself.

I spend the least one , it's because this month really over-budget dy.

saw so many nice clothing, but I had managed to control myself not to buy any of them.

got ourselves some books. buy 3 free 1. these 2 books belong to me. after buying, I just realized that the left hand side one should be purchased by a boy, not girl.

haha, nevermind la.maybe after reading I can understand myself more better =)

went to nadeje for high-tea section. weeeee~ having the "open book ceremony".

ordered 2 pieces of cakes.

chocolate mint flavor.

gula melaka flavour which I pointed them order for me. thanks, jimui =D

book with cakes plus the comfortable place is always the BEST moment.

feel angry b'cos of someone action. jimui who always having good temper one also get angry. wow,scary! I support her action ! maybe there's some communication problem in between, but is not appropriate to louder the voice and act rude, I hate this type of person too.

this the movie that we watched tonight. a MUST-WATCH MOVIE.

yee, i like that small kid, Max~

he is so adorable.

like to see his dimples when he's smiling.

is enough to kill me, what a hamsap jie jie =))

should end here and off to bed.

tomorrow is the brand new week again.

should turn off my holiday mood liao~

2011-10-15T18:13:00.003+08:00

dont be doubt, this is me!

just went for dental yesterday~

after washing and polishing, my teeth has become white & healthy!Lol~

Went alone to dental! damn scare how's the feeling was?

luckily is not as pain as expected! I'm tough enough =D

Feel so thankful for everything!

Really fully utilized my holidays for being a Singaporean for two days, met with friends and family!

Had tried to drive from hometown to my future working place!

After visiting the place, quite satisfy with the environment and the company!

My mum said :" like that only can called as a company ma, got classy one =..=

Then I questioned again whether mum can buy me a GPS not ? cause I'm so weak in recognize the place... I'm scare once again =(

my mum started to mumble again saying me go s'ban so near also need GPS ar?

saying me now is a BIG GIRL, must learn everything by yourself, the thing is really easy, don't think so complicated la~

then, she promised to bring me go few times only, the rest have to depend on myself already, hng~~~

I went to visit the place before sending the resume.

thanks them for approving me after the next day and don't need to interview.

1 more day to lazy here before new semester start!

Yes, we're now 1 step further to the ladder of success!

GAMBATEH, EVERYONE =)

2011-10-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

缺乏的是安全感~

对自己没什么信心，总觉的自己办不到

对新事物感到害怕，都不想要去面对 ~

依赖性强了一些~

这些要这么改？

2011-10-01T01:59:00.003+08:00

终于，九月来到了结束~

等了好漫长啊~

终于，又老了一岁，可以大大方方的进赌场参观了！

还是一样没办法和家人庆祝这一天，可是我并不感到孤单，因为有了朋友们的陪伴，谢谢他门！

这个月，心情起起伏伏的，有很大的起伏~

课业上好像赶不上了，压力也比以往更大~

想到考试，就没胃口吃东西的，好像患上了厌食症，感觉好辛苦，终于撑到这一天~

已经尽力了，也不懂成绩会是怎样的，只要求全部通过~

在抄稿纸上，突然看到了一个很有趣的辨题~

“回忆总是让人觉得幸福/悲伤”。

我觉的是件幸福的事，因为你已经挨过了，那段回忆显得很有价值~

啊，是时候放空下自己~

过几天就会去寻找那曾经让我有过幸福回忆的地方~

祝福我，假期快乐！

摩斯特DA.MON.STER [I Love You. You Love Me] Officially MV

2011-08-31T23:17:00.001+08:00

很可爱的一支MV~

今天在电台又再次听到这首歌~

也找了很久，就是找不到MP3 version 的，有点伤心

这歌很可爱，很有意思，又浪漫的~

很多个喜欢！！！

2011-08-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

Finally, finished watching this taiwan drama entitled "Drunk Love".

I rate 9 out of 10 for this drama~

The couple is so matching and wonder will this happen in real life or just a fake story?

It really makes me so admire on them.

What I mean is to have a simple life with the beloved, no need luxury dating, as the outsider feels nothing about it, but it means a lot for the couple who can satisfy themselves easily by just having the beloved besides at anytime.

Have been busy for many assignments for this month~

Month August is coming to the end soon~

Thanks God that it is going to end soon, the burden is getting lesser, but final is coming~

Really doubt about how I going to face it as it getting tougher. Giving motivation for myself everyday once I wake up in the morning, but this kind of motivation tends to fade away and make me down again~

Feeling to escape from the reality~

Things have been happened continuously and I am concerning about it~

Definitely, it makes me rethink about it and feeling how lucky I am here~

However, having a lot of thoughts may not be a good thing~

B'cos you'll take a lot of considerations before making the steps.

This is so complicated. I wouldn't want things to be complicated.

complicated stuffs make life miserable, and living in control.

I really worry about a lot lot of stuffs that I can't really express it ...

2011-08-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

累垮了~

今天什么都不想做了，想好好休息下，休息是为了走更长的路~

现在是10.45 pm 分噢，很久没有试过这样早睡了~

睡觉去吧，宝贝，给我罢工一天吧，晚安 =D

2011-08-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

很累啊，每天回来就是对着电脑看~

头脑细胞不懂死了多少~

现在的表情就像第三只那个~

有些东西真的没有头绪要怎样开始，烦啊~

而有些东西心中已经有了答案，可是就是不想去承认，对不起自己~

我要远走高飞，可以吗？

Meaningful weekend

2011-08-06T22:11:00.009+08:00

This weekend, I purposely travel back home just because want to re-bonding my hair.

Is too ugly if not doing so ~I can't tahan my look!

Hmm, after waiting few hours, finally mission completed~

Is quite expensive because I request for better hair treatment cream~

Thanks mum <3

Was served by two hairstylists, so it just took me about 2 hours...haha~

yeah, I gain back the confidence again~

Just informed by brother that tonight we gonna eat dinner with two cousins.

They just lost their beloved popo. Is been long time that we never sit, chat and eat together.

Yes, I enjoy this feeling where everyone attend and eat together<3

Do we look like twins?

siblings and cousins~ can you spot the similarities?

daddy is talking to the cousin who is the oldest in the family~

Just to let them know, although they have lost their beloved, we'll still stand together~

anything, have to let us know, don't always keep in heart~

we always welcome you <3

treat us as your family too ~

Before going home, snap the last photo~

Looking forward for next gathering<3

we'll always be together <3

They can be good friend and also enemy~

when they quarrel, I need to be the middle person to communicate between them~

I am the one who having good temper among them, that's why~

Love the feeling tonight~

Nothing is more important than family...

Family is always at the first place...

Yes, we share, we love, we cry,we face, we enjoy together~

I just realize that I am so eager to go home everytime for this semester <3

2011-08-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

真的好爱好爱他们噢~

他们唱的歌都很有感觉很特别的，真的是百听不厌啊~

有种很relaxing的 mind 勒 ^^

为什么他们都不出专辑了？？？

刘佳 SARA-爱很美 MV

2011-08-01T14:17:00.002+08:00

Fall in love with this song recently!!! You must hear it~

The tempo is so light and relaxing!!!

It‘s so warm and romantic~ Make me wanna dance ~~huhu~

The feeling is just like eating ice-cream, sitting and listening to the wave sounds at the seaside~

Totally have the peace in mind, forget about those hatty stuffs temporarily~ Herm, I HATE U!!!

Try Again, Smile Again

2011-07-24T14:56:00.003+08:00

前几天，终于梦到他了~

可是那个梦好奇怪，想起来有点可怕~

也是被吓醒的，忘了他跟我讲什么了，惨！

那个真的是他托梦给我吗？还是假象，有点分不清勒~

本来打算跟妈说的，最后还是打消这个念头吧，自己收就好了，因为过程有点可怕不切实际~

是我太想念你了吗？？？

原以为这个周末会是个死气沉沉的周末~

整间家，空无一人，在想要这么过？

结果奇迹就发生了~

被一个突入奇来的电话，给开心又吓倒起来了~

万万没想到，因为每次给的答案都是很失望的~

但，这次的答案却很满意，大概半年没见你们了吧~

虽然是个短短的约会，但是很开心，开心哟~

昨晚真的喝了很多冰，蛮多酒的，结果今天病来了~

可是没关系，大家开心就好~

接下来会有很多任务要做了，切记工作不忘娱乐，记得要乐观，记得要笑~

心跌累了，记得要在试着微笑~

步骤很简单，只是要翘一翘你的嘴巴^6^

加油吧，肩并肩的一起做战吧 (=

Don’t lose your big passion.Be strong and try to sing all night.

Never give up forever.

Try to smile again <3

2011-07-13T19:52:00.001+08:00

你离开我们已经快三个星期了，在天堂还过的好吗？

为什么到现在还没有托梦给我们来说你过的好不好？

大家都很想念你啊~

你的老师好像变到有很多心事和心情蛮差的~他需要你在梦里听他诉苦~他有很多话要跟你说~你要替他加油啊~

每天晚上，在睡觉之前，都会在回忆以前我们曾有过的趣事和童年~

朋友说如果你在睡觉起来，记得你发过什么梦来，那件事就不会发生~

结果，还是发生了~只是没有想到“它”会发生的这样快~我，还来不及准备~

人生啊~阿姨说命运我们不能选择，如果我们有的选，当然也不要这样~

有谁愿意要这样的呢？

对，但是我还是忍不住~ 天啊，这么那么残忍，怎么可以把一个人折磨到这样？？

唯有去接受它，給于鼓励和支持，不要哭的淅沥哗啦，他看了会更伤心~

很多时候我都是带着相机去探病，可是却没有勇气去要求要合照，因为我要你知道我们以后还是有机会一起拍，你会好起来，结果我还是失去了这个机会~

感叹这个世界~

真的要好好珍惜你的每一天，照顾好自己的身体，当你醒来的时候，如果还可以争开眼睛，看到这个世界的话，要感觉自己很幸福，感恩每一天~ 因为我们不知道明天会发生什么事。。。

这几个礼拜，真的是有点难过的~ 完全没有时间让我休息和冷静~心情还蛮差的~

个人，在这期间比较喜欢闭关在自己的小空间~

已经压抑了很久的心情，到现在才有机会把它给写出来~

太过情绪化也不好，我知道，可是，我需要的是时间~

明天要过的更努力，过的跟美好，加油！！！

就写到此，因为泪已经流不停了~

~God take you from our home, but not from our hearts~

~这，只是短暂的分离~

2011-07-11T17:29:00.002+08:00

Count-downing for this coming Wednesday~

Then can stop for awhile to rest~

No one can control on what I wanna to do!!

Really need fresh air !!!

2011-06-26T19:25:00.002+08:00

这次他真的走了~

不必再忍受那些很难忍受的痛苦和折磨~

唯一能为你做的，就是为你准备你喜欢的歌~

希望你一路好走，在天堂要好好照顾自己 TT

藍又時 - 讓心跳停了

2011-06-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

蓝又时 - 让心跳停了

让心跳停了

作词：蓝又时、张承浚

作曲：蓝又时、张承浚

还是冰冷的结冰　你和它一样透明

我伸手　抓不紧　没气力

雨随着睫毛滑行　一滴滴流进眼里

我呼吸不到你　到最后一秒才唤起

让心跳停了　时间就会暂停

想告诉你我只会跟你到这里

让大雨淋湿我　不会再有像童话般的清醒

让心跳停了　我们就到这里

分手本来就不该会有结局

我静静的换气　瞬间失去了力气

雨随着睫毛滑行　一滴滴流进眼里

我呼吸不到你　到最后一秒才唤起

让心跳停了　时间就会暂停

想告诉你我只会跟你到这里

让大雨淋湿我　不会再有　像童话般的清醒

让心跳停了　我们就到这里

分手本来就不该会有结局

我静静的换气　瞬间失去了力气

闭上眼睛　我想着你　可是你却不让我靠近

多希望在这个季节里　还有你

时间就停止在这里

让心跳停了　时间就会暂停

想告诉你我只会跟你到这里

让大雨淋湿我　不会再有　像童话般的清醒

让心跳停了　我们就到这里

分手本来就不该会有结局

我静静的换气　瞬间失去了力气

Song for the lonely night~~good night peeps =)

2011-06-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

墙上越来越多便利贴了，代表了工作量会越来越多~

越来越不得空了~会很开心，当我可以把它们一个一个给拿下来~

老是会忘记东西，所以需要便利贴提醒我~ 想放弃的时候，就看看下自己给自己写下的鼓励~

最近心里出现了许多问号和矛盾~

我是真的喜欢你吗？还是只是喜欢你的表面上而已？

你的内心我还弄不清，哪有权利去喜欢你，想办法接近你？

我该在这里停下脚步吗？继续过一个人的生活 ~

曾经想去接受那些意见，可是却过不了自己那关~ 真的不想骗自己和别人~

一直对一些不可能的事情还抱一点希望，压抑自己的情绪，骗自己你没有错~

需要的，在乎的，介意的是哪一颗真心的对待~

对的人，何时会出现？机会要怎样创造？我准备好了吗？这些我还弄不清~

2011-06-16T23:35:00.009+08:00

住这里已经进入第四年了，可是也没有办过什么火锅之类的东西，就是全部家里的人聚在一起吃喝谈天说地的 ~

房间住进了新roomie, 她是个大美女噢，也来了两个新 housemates~

roomie 也是跟我当年的情况一样，一个人到这里，朋友也不多，孤孤单单的~

所以我提出搞个火锅大会~

今天就去上了那么的一节课，就回来了做准备，大概是六点钟准备好全部东西~

然后，就等着其他的家人回来，大概是七点左右，我们开始了咱们的火锅大会~

有腌过的黑胡椒肌肉，冻粉，金针菇，鱼柳，蟹柳，和豆皮,肉丸~

开餐咯，吃吃喝喝笑笑多开心啊~

还有水饺，鸟蛋，鸡蛋，肉菇~有三个不同口味的，清汤，tomyam 和煎炸~

吃完了，不忘来张大合照~今天我才发现我是家里最老的那位，感觉老了，咳 (T~T)

收拾到一半的时候，housemate 就无意间拿出她的特别的相机，就是可以马上冲洗出来的~就把它给贴在冰厨上，想念的时候可以看看一下~

好喜欢有一家人的感觉，有种超幸福的感觉~

希望今晚可以有优质的睡眠，不要再给我发恶梦，想东想西的，也不懂要怎样描述自我的心情~

2011-06-09T22:22:00.004+08:00

如果在生活之中没有约束这个东西，那该多好啊~

没有约束，就没有烦恼和压力，多么的自由啊，要走就走，不要做就不要做，没有人理~

可是在现实生活中，没有约束的生活终会来到尽头~

啊~~好懒噢，又被你这臭东西给影响了！

2011-06-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day of schooling~

nothing to be excited, early in the morning rushed to lecturer room to notify document, as it is based on first come first served~

it was worth it to wake up early in the morning, cos we get what we wanted...

Then, went for the first class, not paying full attention though, the reason are still in "holiday mood" and the class was so crowded and noisy~

some more, I arranged the wrong time table, 1 hour earlier we went = ="

After the class, got nothing to do...

so, went to learn how to make a dragon fly~

seriously, I don't have the arts talent~

nearly to give up~

people already making 2 or 3, I still doing the 1st one ><

poor me ~

after done, I realized that it was still not a perfect one~

and I take back and re-do again~

Finally, I got it~

really try my best dy, haha~

who got it, is your luck~

and I won't admit is my work, later paiseh if it was a failure to you, haha ^^

2011-05-24T21:21:00.016+08:00

Now, is already the 3rd week of holiday~

Seriously, my daily routine are sleep, eat, surfing net, listening to music, sleep ...Everyday continue almost the same things~

Can be call as a perfectly otaku maybe???

Never been doing exercise for months~OMG, soon will become a "fatty bum bum"~

Set my target as I must go at least once for this week !

Problem with too much holiday is it makes me started to feel boring~

This time the holiday is the longest one that I ever have in my university life~

The period is not too long nor short~

I'm stucked in the T-junction~

Want to go for part-time also cant, because the time is too SHORT~

Then, I told my parents want to go for guitar lesson perhaps?

Immediately, my mum stops me saying have to spend money to get a guitar and within one month i think you can't even can hold it in a stable way...

Well, I really have the passion, after considering the reasons given, then I give up this plan~

I am a curious cat, want to learn something new, then only life will become meaningful~

So, at last stay good at home for the whole days long doing nothing~

Today, woke up early in the morning~ I think the earliest one among this two weeks~

Being awakened by mum super louder voice ~

Actually having insomnia yesterday, until morning only can fall sleep, after few hours, being awake again, and decided to get off the bed and start preparing the lovely breakfast~

After breakfast, reading news then on my laptop again as usual....

Thinking of what to do again beside feeding the fake fish in the aquarium, what else can I do?

At last, I decided to shift out the collections of CD in the wardrobe~

Here, it goes...

all of them are brother & my favorite artists~ They are part of my brother's collections~ When we were small, we'll quarrel because of the single piece of CD~ Because all of them are under my bro's spending and I didn't even share a cent~ Why can't we share? Same thing why have to spend twice? Usually, I'll go to steal the CD when he was not in and put it back as it is. naughty me?? xD But now, we'll not quarrel anymore, seldom meet him, miss and sayang him so much~~

Jay Chow's album collections~

TENSION-one of my favorite group singer~

Their R&B are awesome! Unfortunately, the group is dismissed dy T~T

Kenny G album collections~ I think he bought every seasons once it is ready for stock! loyal fans he is~

guys who know playing music is the most smart and handsome one =)

IL DIVO's album collections~

They are Italian vocal group singers~ Consist of four members~ Their voice is superb !

So many? which one should I choose and listen to it?

Guess which one I choose?

At last, I choose this KENNY G- Heart and Soul (M'sia edition)

B'cos I think this is the latest album, my brother bought without informing me~

Luckily, I get to know this later~haha =)

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Left 1 week plus, what to do can brighten my days?

go for sports? meet up with long lost friend? shopping alone?

People will never appreciate what they're having now~

When it is gone, then only start complaining and jealous on other's good~

Ya, I'm one of them~

Have to enjoy to the fullest what I'm having now, is gonna be tough when the new sem start~

So, don't think too much, do something meaningful =/

HaPpY WeSAk Day

2011-05-17T17:42:00.016+08:00

I know my blog have been death for quite sometimes~

Not in a right mood to blog for that time, SORRY~

Now, I'm back once again~

Today is a public holiday b'cos it's Wesak Day~

Thought can wake up early a bit today~

By the time I wake up it's already 11am~Omg~

Have been awake,b'cos of the super hot and dizzy weather~

After dress-up , then straight went to temple near wagong's house~

the temple was full of people~oldies and the youngers one.

met my senior here surprisingly, and chit-chat something about school stuffs~

water-lily candles filled with wishes

card design competition, parents took part with their children on past weekend~

got 3D effect wor~

colourful right?

the monk is so cute^^

got family feel...

monk wearing the yellowish rope for the people~

in chinese we call 浴佛...bath 3 times, to wash away bad luck~

price giving ceremony~

children are so excited when seeing this~they bath more than 3 times dy =)

the second novel that I still reading, just cost me RM3~

quite miserable the story line, somehow is better than the first novel that I had read~

does the sun look like egg yolk?

The photo was taken last week actually...

That time was on our way to celebrate after exam~

just think to share it out, cos it's simply look special...

HAPPY WESAK DAY ONCE AGAIN!!!

2011-05-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

today went to visit him dy~~

the condition was better than the past two days~

Thanks god~

And myself also went to temple to pray for him~~

feel like killing the aunty talking about those bad word rather than giving support, better you don't come and visit~

manage to pass this stage,hope you'll get to pass the next few stages~

Yes,you can do it !!!

2011-05-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

再也听不见阿姨们的笑声，冷笑话~

再也看不到阿姨门集在一起打麻将~

看到的是她们一副很担心的样子，伤心到泪流~

再也看不到大我三星期和从小玩到大，补习的同伴~

天啊，你怎么可以这样，一直折磨他？

我们好不容易才帮他从建信心，对这个世界还抱着希望~

原以为那是一个美好的开始，但是却只维持了几个月。。。

上天，请你保佑他度过这危险期。。。

只希望他能再度好起来~

外公，外婆，请你要保佑他~

在人们眼中，他是个好孩子，好心人，讲义气的朋友~

好人难道要承受这种痛苦吗？

承受的难道还不够吗？

希望奇迹会出现。。。

请你保佑他

2011-05-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

当我第一眼看见你的时候，你真的有他的影子啊~

你的笑容，长相，一举一动~

怎么会哪么像啊？

此刻，又让我想起了他~

只怪当时的不争气，假装的不介意~

有几次是在没有特意的安排下，我们又碰在一起了~

你最近还过的好吗？

2011-04-30T22:17:00.002+08:00

刚才，兴致勃勃的打电话去，可是接到的是另一则坏消息~~

真的是出乎意料，简直是晴天霹雳~

你要加油噢，我们还是会陪着你的 <3<3<3

2011-04-28T12:30:00.005+08:00

recently,always have what appreciation dinner and buffet...

OMG, I'm gaining weight seriously!!!

should start diet!!

just can't control myself, the food is so attracting and delicious!!!

Past two days,went to JOGOYA with a bunch of friends~~

This was the 1st time to be there, that's the nice buffet that I ever have in my life!!!

1st time seeing so much choices of food at there!!!

everytime go to KL, always seeing giant buildings everywhere,traffic jam, people walking like rushing out of time with their speeding footsteps...

The time seems like so precious for them...

Then, I'll start thinking...

Am I able to cope with that next time if I've to work in KL ?

will I have difficulties to breath living in such a prosperous city?

Am I suitable?

Can't imagine how it gonna be...wuwu~~

Everytime go to Sunway Pyramid, always see people playing ice-skating~~

have no time or chance to try it on myself~~

Well, that's the 1st time I try it on myself~~

Nice experience,thanks god I didn't fall down~

but, I got a long scar at my legs, guess it's b'cos the shoes are overtightened >.<

and that's the first time I holding people's hands until so tight like gonna break soon~~

Sorry,it's so unsafe for me to skate alone without holding people's hand or something that I can reliable on >.

Times really flies~~

Wonderful time always passed so fast~~

It's always never been enough ever~

I did enjoy and appreciate the wonderful times with you guys!

It's time to keep all those feelings and back to finals and notes...

Is so boring,however we should face the reality~

should work hard, our handsome lecturer is our main supporter of studying his subject very very hard!!

Nope, it's for our own future~

Pray hard, study hard =)

来不及-罗忆诗

2011-04-24T23:36:00.004+08:00

习惯一个人看戏习惯一个人旅行

习惯一个人静静想你

想你现在在哪里想你会为谁担心

想你是否已忘记

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我还是来不及了

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After hearing this song, it gives me lots of mix feelings~

the main instruments are cello and bass~

have been putting this song as my ringtone once upon a time~

then i've changed it~

it just get me recall lots of things which i may not want to remember ~

and is too sad to say this song can't find in any KTV that i've been going~

Dj Sammy - Heaven -Candlelight Mix (SLOW) [HD]

2011-04-21T23:55:00.001+08:00

I found this song is so nice and lovely, fall in love with this song~~

but couldn't find this song in Mp3 format...

enjoy it, you can have a peace of mind after hearing it, good nite =)

2011-04-21T22:33:00.004+08:00

Finally,the mid-term exam is over~~

god bless, luckily it came out 80% of what I had studied...

well,during the preparation for this one and only exam, a lot of negative things pop up in my mind....

is so frustrating and my housemate said "please go rest awhile"...

I can't have a good nap, once I want to go into dream, everything that I memorized pop up in my dream, it keeps on popping out...

luckily yesterday night I was having a tight sleep, guess it was b'cos my battery had exhausted...

It's a good sign, I've improvement, b'cos normally the night before exam I can't sleep well b'cos I'm too nervous...

I had try very hard to comfort myself every time but it doesn't work at all...

tomorrow will be the prom-night...

so excited yet nervous~~

then it will be appreciation dinner, gathering with uncle,buffet coming up next!!!

feel so sorry to uncle, b'cos can't meet up with uncle for the past two weekend...

After enjoy all these, should start prepare for FINAL dy T.T

i'M afraid to hear this entitle word"LAW"!!!

argh,what sections, what case....

I can't remember you all!!!

please give me more memorise power!!!

should get myself off to bed for tomorrow ~~

song delegated for tonight:泪光闪烁（F.I.R)

2011-04-18T19:19:00.002+08:00

刚刚才从朋友口中知道真相。。

好像知道的太迟了吧~~

如果早知道这样，也许我也不会做出现在的选择吧~~

我真的无心介入，也清楚我们是不可能，清楚自己要的是怎样的，就因为事情紧迫就没办法啊~~

如果早知道真相，我死都不会做出这个选择。。。

她会怎样想呢？

真的被你害惨了~~

2011-04-09T12:49:00.006+08:00

舅舅的家仿佛是个天堂啊~

好舒服啊~

去到那边就会莫名其妙的开心起来~~

感觉就像“心灵治疗中心”

一个人唱K的感觉还不错吗

虽然喉咙不是很舒服，可是还是唱下去，对不起啊折磨了你们的耳朵。

唱着杰伦的“枫”。。。

她叫 GIGI...

她叫 yoyo...生命力很强，虽然瞎了一只眼，可是还是活的很开心~~

叫她一声，她真的跑过来了。。喜欢会听话的狗，好可爱~~

骂她的时候，还会拼命点她的头...

心情可真有好一些些 <3

A princess without a prince

2011-03-30T23:42:00.006+08:00

Prom night is coming soon~~

about 3 weeks more to be mentally and physically prepare...

well, this is the very first time for me to attend such a grand event~~

the theme for this prom night is"prince & princess"~~

today, went to those shops to hunt for a beautiful gown~~

It's hard to find a gown that really suit me~~

I was emo-ing for a while because of this and feel to give up ~~

Then, I rethink again....and said to myself this is my first and last chance to attend this kinda grand event....I'll not have chance anymore....so I shouldn't give up...

I should be patient for that, want to be look gorgeous and confident for that special night ^ ^

Of course, it comes another problem~~

"princess"without a "prince">.<

A princess without prince always wouldn't be that perfect....

looking at friends having their own partners, how about me??

actually, there are enough couples~~

they 've already choose for me a"one night temporary partner"...

His height meet my requirement ,but then it's weird to hold someone who you don't know him very well and don't have such a feel~~

I think is don't mind, should be more generous to myself and my partner~~

Hopefully I can overcome this kinda feeling during that night....

wish me luck!!!

2011-03-23T19:44:00.011+08:00

难得今天有一点点的时间，心情去煮一道食物~~

所以就煮了这个"cheese局饭"~~

可是第一次煮的~~

还不赖的吗，给自己打8分 ^^

用的是以下的材料。。。

mushroom,crab stick,hotdog, chili, garlic

vegetables

onion and carrot

black pepper cheese slice

pork and egg

plain rice.

before steam...

等了两个小时，就这样大功造成了。。。

after steamed.

2011-03-15T21:23:00.003+08:00

喜欢上吉他的声音~~

喜欢上吉他弹出来的旋律，那是多么的动听呢~~

更喜欢上会弹吉他的你，真的是好man一下下^^

几时才可以有机会去进修一下啊？

真的是心痒痒的想学一下~~

2011-03-10T23:40:00.003+08:00

I already gave you directions~~

To be success or not,have to depend on yourself~~

hope she will get impressed by your actions~~

your planning is so detailed & amazing~~

hope she'll feel it's special, romantic and unforgettable...

all the best for you and your girl...

For your girl: Not to say giving up him again....He had done everything for you, the only one.It's just all about to give you a big surprise. This kind of guy is hard to find. xD

Happy celebration !!!

2011-03-09T11:41:00.004+08:00

怎么从昨天回来心情就一直闷闷不乐？

我也不想这样，可是就是做不到。。。

一切都变的很陌生。。。

应该是放假太久了，每一天都被温暖给环绕着。。。

突然间有一点不能适应。。。

昨晚又失眠去了。。。

今天去上了唯一的一课，看了那个老师，怎样也没有留给我好的印象。。。

迟到有20分钟。。。

是不是要考虑换班啊？

第一天就这样。。。

以后要这么办？？？

adeline-sometime is just "two is better than one"...

2011-03-07T18:57:00.009+08:00

Holiday finally end here~~

new trimester, new challenge again~~

this semester will be a short trimester,everything will be very fast~~

it's hectic,but somehow i love it, b'cos suffers won't be so long ^^

well, I had submitted 2 entries to the photography club

their theme is "we love light".

it's having two different themes which are"love" & "light".

For the first theme,it's hard for me...

I always think of how to capture so that it looks perfect...

but it fails in the end b'cos don't have the right models and venue.

action is always harder than thinking.

then, i'm force to change to other plan...

"LOVE" is not a must to be shown by a couple.

sometimes,it can be shown through objects or love giving to children or animals.

my home got no children and animal, my final decision is through "object".

but, the competition doesn't mention to include our description...

if it include description, maybe can express our feelings more to the audience about what the picture"talk"about...

they're a lot of awesome photos there, i think I got no chance....

here's the 2 photos that I've submitted.

Theme: LOVE

How many times have you said this phrase"I LOVE U"?

do you still remember whom do you speak to ?

It's easy for you to say such phrase to someone? xD

(If you like this picture,please click"like"at FB page http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=198302926866096&set=a.198302846866104.56007.182310885131967&theater)

thank you =)

Theme:LIGHT

During the sleepless night, I switch on the light, listening to music,

and recalling my childhood memories....

Once upon ago, I've such a wonderful childhood lifetime...

As I grow older, the life won't be so simple as childhood time...

I miss the moments with my besties....

((If you like this picture,please click"like"at FB page http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=198304053532650&set=a.198303920199330.56008.182310885131967&theater)

Thank You =)

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I've just received a bad news today...

anyway,it's within my expectation...so blame myself....

am waiting for another letter....

hope it can bring me good news....

I hope to give good news to my parents...

as daddy always keeps on asking when when & when...

I hope to give u the absolute answer...

I'm waiting for two important"unknown results" for this week...

po pi po pi....

going back tomorrow...

please welcome me with "bright hope" for this semester!!! cheers life everyone ^^

Fishes fishes fishes~~

2011-02-27T15:44:00.008+08:00

Recently, the feels come back to me again~~~

yup,the "virus"is activated again in my mind~~

you may wonder what feels is that???

yup, i feel to raise gold fishes again~~

the "thoughts" have gone for few years~~

now it comes back again T.T

I could not be a good care taker anyway, so should forget about this matters as soon as possible..

watching what the fish doing is one of my hobbies ^~^v

paying attention to every movements of fishes....they are so adorable and cutie ^^

why kinda this face???i guess they are hungry ...

bubble fish.....i saw this species in the shop...

btw,next time i went there, the boss said all being bought by the customer dy...so sad T.T

anywhere,it's long time stories...wee~~

ohhhhhh~~~~~~fishes fishes fishes...

lion head gold fish species....their forehead will grow bigger and bigger one ^^

Have fun everyone ^^V

Secret garden

2011-02-25T21:50:00.022+08:00

Today, my role is to become the part-time photographer...

venue is around my garden =)

The plantations is all about mum's strenuous efforts ...

cactus bought from Cameron.... It can absorb the radiation from the pc.

As a student you should own one, because everyday have to face the pc =)

small roses...

orchid-white petals...

orchid-purple series...

butterfly leaves...

bougainvillea - white pink...

bougainvillea - white and purple red....

jasmine flower...

bougainvillea - light purple...

don't know what insect is this...just suddenly fly in front of me...

orchid-white purplish...

don't know what to call....

but inside got honey one,remember like to pick it during primary school time...

greenish grass- black and white version...

small roses...

greenish grass...

This cat very naughty as it like to walk infront of the dog to let them bark causing sound pollution.

Piano that's playing important role in my life....

2011-02-24T21:10:00.015+08:00

~~ A simple hang out had brighten my day~~

finally, i got my"dream" to sing.....thanks ji mui

why we don't feel giving up by singing non-stop for that 3 hours?

simply becos too long we didn't sing and we love singing =P

only 2 of us...but they still give us a large room.....

btw,i'm happy with it,we're lucky today =P

posting in front of the mirror is one of the girl's favorite...

get surprise....CNY already passed like week ago, but the rabbit is still here^ ^

fall in love with this indoor basketball machine...

was influenced by one of my friends actually....

my target is to stage 3 but still cant hit the target T.T

but i'm happy b'cos having improvement this time....

went for a movie entitled"black swan"....

why this time the new showing movies doesn't seem to be attracting one?

new nail colour-light pink.

the promoter said i'm her 1st customer to buy this new stock colour.should i feel proud of it??

hoping for another bright new days...

want to fully utilize my holiday to reach a maximum output =)

2011-02-22T13:53:00.003+08:00

Finally, I can get and feel the fresh air from cameron highlands~~

always having a deep breathing early in the morning~~

cherish every tiny fresh oxygen =P

with the supply of fresh oxygen and playing favored musics along the journey,I get recharged once again....

cameron highlands is really a place to relax your mind...

not to shop, but I still get to spent a lot, don't know why T.T

special thanks to friends for making such a wonderful, memorable and fun trip...

not just a blank promise, we can do it !!!!

millions of thanks to buddies once again~~

I'm the lucky girl who's having such a bunch of great friends :)

2011-02-12T23:09:00.004+08:00

Still 2 more days is 14-2-2011...

I'm here wishing everyone HAPPY VALENTINE in advance...

This year no more receiving chocolate dy....

all the best for you and your love one...

2011-02-06T18:26:00.002+08:00

TEARS dropped uncontrollable yesterday, lame adeline @@

happy rabbit year

2011-01-28T01:51:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the last dinner tonight in malacca,buddies!!!

really appreciate it~~

sorry for delaying the time~~

just suddenly made a decision to go for movie at the last minute~~

sorry for disturbing you all for doing revision ~~

yeah, I'm happy tonight~~

I'm here wishing everyone, HAPPY RABBIT YEAR ...

Have a prosperous & wonderful new year !!!

The time right now is 2.08am, I just about to start packing my things~~

is bringing back lots of books and notes~~

when seeing those stuffs in my luggage, I have a mixture of feelings...

exciting + stress...

I can't free myself to the MAX!!!!

whatever it is, we can't do anything but just work for it together~~

I'm exciting about the respond that daddy and sister will give me when they received my gifts^^

WISH ME LUCK!!! AND NOT TO LOSE IN THIS BATTLE!!!

AND NOT TO SICK AT THIS MOMENT!!!

がんばりましょう！！！

2011-01-25T23:20:00.001+08:00

有时候，心有余而力不足的那种心情是很难受的。。。

the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak

对不起~~

2011-01-21T11:43:00.002+08:00

I super duple miss my home now~~

I miss U, I miss U, I misssssssss U!!!!

I'm waiting for U~~~~

2011-01-16T10:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was daddy's birthday~~

same date with Ken Zhu,朱孝天, who was my idol before

Just made a phone call back to home, and he was answering the phone~~

then I asked whether got celebrate not~~

He answered don't need celebrate la, is getting older and older each year~~

a bit hurts when listened to this~~

Then, I decided to buy present for him~~

Was searching at the 2 shopping malls~~

1 thing that I realized is that those uncle polo T-Shirt is not really cheap wor,quite costly actually~~

my statement was: Their target market is uncle from age 30 and above, and they'll set the price slightly expensive and will not afraid there is no customer~~

This is because male at this age normally are having stable income and their children who already having their own career will buy it no matter how expensive it is~~

So, that's their strategy by setting target market and pricing ~~

Daddy is a strict and seldom smile one, but a lovely kind daddy^^

It influence me I think~~

Because my friends and lecturer also said me very serious face and look fierce>.

am I ?????

wonder how his expressions after seeing this present??? @.@

No expression??? acting cool at all????

2011-01-14T09:54:00.002+08:00

Yeah, finally Wilber Pan new album is released~~

have been waiting so long....

love his songs so much....

从一开始就很喜欢他了 =)

加油，支持你 ^ ^

2011-01-11T17:05:00.003+08:00

I want eat prosperity burger so freaking bad now~~

don't know why I got such feel~~

This weekend is Daddy's birthday, don't know want to go back not???

He's also a McD burger lover~~

so many things to do here~~

REVISION, FINALS,WORRIES!!!

thinking of these, I got no mood to celebrate CNY!!!

2011-01-07T14:42:00.004+08:00

Yeah, going to dye my hair once again~~

bought this without my parents knowing~~

don't know what's their reaction after this??? ^ ^

Daddy always emphasize" as long as you keep your clean and tidy, then is OK dy"~~

But....I wanna look more beautiful in this coming CNY~~

Girls luv to be pretty , it is where the self-confidence come~~

Hope it won't disappoint me la~~

yeah, I found this picture in my hardisk~~

was my old lappie, the performance is still the best if compare with my new lappie~~

the sounds performance is far better than current one~~

Until now, 2 friends of mine who using the same brand also facing the same problem~~

What's going on????

I just pay too much expectations~~

Hope they will do improvement on their products~~

2011-01-06T21:25:00.004+08:00

ごはんをたべたいですね！！！

I miss fried rice so much!!!

I miss the smell of rice!!!

It's been long day that I never eat rice since back here from last weekend ,seriously!!!

always feel hungry as I only consumed those biscuits, snacks and hot drinks these few days!!!

got one meal I ate rice and western food only~~

Today too... I'm hungry again when went for the aerobics class!!!

The complicated steps even make me more hunger~~

I cooked again today~~~

Yeah, Kampung fried rice~~

a little of dissatisfication as I poured in too much black soya~~~

but, the taste still OK!!!

and the amount is just right for me,not too much nor less~~

31-12-2010

2010-12-31T00:19:00.003+08:00

今天就是2010年的最后一天啦~~

也是我一位很要好朋友的生日~~

在这里要祝她生日快乐，心想事成，早点找到她心中的白马王子~~

由于不知道是否在这天可以遇到她，所以就提早把礼物送给她了~~

想说一声抱歉，因为礼物买回来了，却让我发现礼物有printing error =.=!!!

这就是寿星婆了。。看着这张照片，还蛮想念我的长头发啊！！！

她也是个游泳爱好者，跟我一样，为了游泳，可以七早八早起身，然后就一起跳进水里~~

她是个很爱笑，善良和很好心的一个人~~

有时候，还问我她这样做会很坏吗？？为什么人可以这么可怕？

你不会，你必须这样做，不然会被欺负的~~

她也是我的忠实聆听者，谢谢你啦。。。

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因为是2010年的最后一天了吗，感触特别多~~

今天应该会写的比较长~~

所经历过的事

明白不是每一天都属于自己的~~

大家都一起经历过了~~

感到庆幸，因为有你们的陪伴，感谢朋友与姐妹们！！！

过程中有笑，有泪水，疲累到无可话说也有~~

有时候，担心，难过和压力的哭出来也有~~

大学生涯也变的很挑战性，因为自己也尝试了很多不一样的东西~~

的确认识了很多朋友，生活圈子也不像以前的那么窄小~~

一起合作，向别人学习，学习怎样体谅人家~~

看到自己有少许的改变~~

就是不那么容易得发脾气，耐心指数也增加了一点点。。。

遇到了不是很熟的朋友，还是会来个微笑，也会互相问候。。。

人也变得比较“吱喳”~~

有时候会掩饰一下自己的情绪，觉得没必要让人知道，自己会努力的想办法~~

不过有时候还是被猜穿了~~

学会独立，一个人搭巴士也不会害怕，一个人等候也不会害怕~~

唯一害怕的就是，在巴士小睡时，巴士却在超速，那种感觉很可怕，就好像在发恶梦一样，会陆陆续续的起来，不敢再睡~~

也对一些些人有“特别的感觉”~~

仔细再想，还是觉得自己只是喜欢，那不是爱，也觉得那不可能，没机会~~

当“它”真正来的时候，却不懂的怎样面对，总是错过了~~

到现在还是一样~~

唯一没改变的就是还是很爱音乐~~

听了会给我一些些的安慰与鼓励。。。

第二样就是方向感。。。

觉得自己很差叻，在 K BOX 上厕所我都会失踪叻~~

还需要工作人员把我带回去,丢脸死了...

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明年的目标

ü 家人，朋友都建建康康的。。。

ü 成绩可以上或保持，就是不能跌了。。。

ü 可以保持联络。。。

ü 可以坐飞机去旅行。。。

ü 可以跟喜欢的人度过重要的日子。。。

ü 学习创作，凭着自己喜欢的音乐类型。。

ü 还有一些些，我就保留着，不能说的太多，不然做不到就很丢脸了

2010-12-30T11:56:00.006+08:00

终于看完这部“义海豪情”(NO REGRETS)了~~

实在太棒了，每集都很紧张啊~~

好想叫妈妈看，猜她也会很喜欢吧~~

“义海豪情”的海报

一部份的演员们

九姑娘所承受的委屈看了都让人心疼

刘醒常叫她不要只为别人想，有时候也要为自己而想~~

一起经历了那么多，失散了三十年，才重聚在一起~~

能感受他们对对方的思念和爱有多深~~

他们都得了“最佳男演员”和“最佳女演员”。。

恭喜，恭喜他们~~

演技真是太棒了~~

2010-12-23T14:59:00.007+08:00

Adeline is here. Wishing everyone Merry X'mas and Happy new year!!!

We're having headache of what to wear. Then, forgot who suggest to buy a team shirt.

Take us long time to make everyone agree with this shirt .

Wonder who will get my gift? and I'll get whose one???

Happy Solstice Winter and Merry X'mas ^ ^

don't he looks like mixture of JJ and 林建辉？？？anyway, he's very shy guy..everyone tends to bully him~~~

Yup, I got this gift~~~Is so cute !!!

First time, having this gifts exchange section...

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Have a lot of funs yesterday~~~

will be having another gathering coming soon...

Hopefully it'll be a fun and memorable one~~~

2010-12-22T00:07:00.003+08:00

22/12/2010 a special day for me and everyone.

It's dong zhi day, and everyone will be eating "tang yuan"

And it's also my mummy's birthday....

Kinda sad again, can't celebrate with family again =.=!!!

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this the latest photo taking with mummy during the outings...

Although this photo doesn't look perfect, no matter how I still luv her very very much....

Mummy, happy birthday and always stay healthy and strong....

will bring my family to travel once I have the abilities to~~~

hope I won't crying when calling her tomorrow...

I don't know why, but it do happened....

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2010-12-20T13:20:00.020+08:00

Hohoho, merry x'mas everyone!!!

went to town yesterday to feel the environment of Christmas....

For me, this festival is a warm and lovely festival...

If you get to celebrate it with your love one and beloved family....

The second objective is to purchase new clothes for Chinese New Year...

Both of the objectives were achieved~~~

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Before we started to hunt for clothes and Christmas gifts, we had our lunch at OLD TOWN.

Santa Claus is in the city now....A bit of disappointment, because I can't get a chance to take picture with the Santa Claus.

Students are preparing their own musical instruments to perform Christmas songs.

It makes me recall back when I accompanied teacher to perform Christmas songs by paying visit to houses and old folks home during the Christmas Eve. I love the feeling though.

They were performing the X'mas songs on stage. It makes the x'mas feel more stronger in the air. It was nice and warmly.

Christmas feel again

Seriously, last year X'mas decorations was better.

Christmas tree.

Big snowman created by using 15000 0f 1.5 litres bottles and it's height is 8 meter.

It breaks the Malaysia record too. Waoh, you should come to see. It only made for one time.

X'mas gift which took me 1 hour plus to choose. Wonder who will get this present...

Hope the lucky one will like it.

This was the situation in Jonker Walk. A lot of people too :)

A lot of stuffs for X'mas. It is special and all having lighting.

It's so beautiful.

Bought the X'mas cap too.

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May your Christmas be a wonderful & memorable one...

and all the best for you guys....

Hope your wishes will come true....

MERRY X'MAS once again !!!!

2010-12-18T17:02:00.004+08:00

Finally, all mid-term tests were gone~~~

Just don't know how the results gonna be????

A little bit of release~~

because my "to do list" become shorter at least for this moment~~

After enjoying this weekend, should start"pia" for the assignments~~

I know my blog had been death and boring recently....

So, I decided to upload my own pictures ...

Let's picture and I "talk" to you...OK?

There will be a random post here but it's all about what I want to share with my blog readers.

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* organic dry yee mee with brinjau*

Well, my hobby is not COOKING obviously~~

If you understand me well, you know it~~

I'll show my unwillingness or "blackface" to do so during my secondary school time to mum if she ask me to help in cooking~~

But, if my mood is good, I'll go and help....

most of the time, I'll help unless I'm in a very bad mood and tired mode...hehe...

I had learned the cooking techniques indirectly...

and found it useful when I come here to study...

It slowly become part of my life here...

you know why?

because it help me to spend my time, save money and help to keep me away from the stresses and books for sometime....

I always create my own recipe according to my liking...

When I told this to my mum, she also wonder like that also can ar?

I told her "why not"?

It just simple and nice.

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Yeah, I like this picture very much~~~

Dunno why, myself also get cheer up by looking at this picture...

I like the left hand side ones...

looks like "Liang po po"

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sisters VS sisters...

anyway, I requested them to do this post one...

Just suddenly having this idea....

I know I'm childish....

but I like it very much.....

Thanks for fulfilling my request...hehe

简单就是快乐，简单就是幸福嘛~~~

2010-12-14T23:05:00.003+08:00

Oh no....

I'm having heavy flu and headache now...

can't smell anything...

gonna sick....

cannot fall at this moment~~~

i need more energy~~~

2010-12-05T23:52:00.001+08:00

Well, just finished 4 out of 5 subjects of mid-term tests started from past two weeks ago before having my mid-term break.

Having my 4th paper on this Saturday,then my sister called me,but I couldn't pick up the calls as I'm still having exam...

Then,she sent me a message saying wagong just passed away...

It was quite sudden for me and I called back to ask for the situation...

I can feel that they're crying,but my tears didn't roll down...

Because I think that might be a release for wagong, as I can see him suffering a lot for the past few months after falling from the bike...

Just in and out from hospital ,cannot eat proper meal, just drink a few spoon of milk...

Is sad to see that, but it is a chain of life as everyone will be experience it after some days...

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I couldn't rush back on that time as I'm having another Japanese test which is today....

well, was having 2 levels of the test in 1 day, extremely tired man...together 6 sections...

I have the confident to pass the beginner level, as I knew to do 90% of paper1 & paper2.

I'm happy during that time, then when it came to listening test, it do kill me, as the sound system is not good, and my brain was very heavy terribly, I can't concentrate anymore!!!!

They've changed the marking schemes recently, as one section failed, all considered FAIL...

It was so fucking shit....

Maybe I have to admit that I'm the loser among all, I do not have language talent, I should give up neither!!!

It surprise me when I saw a bunch of my secondary school students wearing the uniform and came for the test too!!!

Now, STPD already upgraded ,having teacher to teach Japanese...

Actually, it is the recent trends in most of the secondary schools ~~~

While waiting for the other, surprisingly I saw an ex-classmate where everyone has the thoughts that he got mental problem and a geli one, Ahmad Yassier walked out from the car!!!!OMG!!!

But, he can't recognize me, that's good...

That's end of some stresses that I'm carrying during this month....

Kinda heavy though...

I had tried my best, but just don't know whether can get a positive result not???

My to do lists is so long same as not having holiday....

Is time to pack my luggage, have to rush back tomorrow...

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I'm "in relationship" with no ones but only the" assignments"...

Maybe I should be happy with those because I can get tired easily and get to sleep once I lay down on bed...

Have no time to think of any things indeed :)

* Deepest condolence to wagong, R.I.P wagong *

2010-11-26T00:04:00.005+08:00

最近的我的确活到有点累~~~

太多的烦恼，使到我无法入睡，还发恶梦~~~

但是，路还是要走，生活还是一样的过，那也使我变的更坚强~~~

They make my day

2010-11-09T22:56:00.005+08:00

They're my cousin's daughters...

What I should call them? @.@

What they should call me??

I also not sure....

They're damn talkative and energetic...

I love this....

2nd take...Finally, you know to look at the camera...

Only a 3 months old baby boy xD

1st take...Baby, why looking at me???

look at the camera and smile, pls...

Had discovered a new thingy to share here~~

This is the new product from KRAFT named"cheezels biskits"~~

It caught my eyesight when I was searching for some biscuits and snacks on the shelves~~

Finally, I bought this to try...

Taste good and not oily as it was baked, not fried~~

Nice snack to try wei = )

2010-11-06T13:44:00.004+08:00

Finally, I get a new lappie yesterday after doing some survey and considerations~~

Not much excitement, as I have to transfer the important file from old to the new one~~~

and was little bit sad as my mum had to spend $$$ and keep on murmuring ...

Is it my problem by not taking good care of the old one? or it's the laptop itself ?

as my friend also facing the same problem, earlier than me...

Wondering~~~

This time not dare to take the old brand dy,try a new brand, ASUS...

As until now I didn't hear any complain about it and it is famous with the motherboard performance...

So, I decided to take this...

Hopefully, this new baby can accompany her mummy to the end...

New baby, I will love you and take a very good care on you this time!!!

Done little bit shopping with mummy...

Including buying those organic vegetables and...

Get myself a new pair of shoes and T-shirt...

The fitting room was so many people waiting for testing the shirts...

We both then were squeezed in a small room....

Is so funny to do this though....haha...

The aunties and girls in the shop were staring at us...haha...

Was a relax and enjoyable day ~~~

Time to go now...

Have to attend a party later...

Have a nice weekend, everyone =)

2010-10-30T21:40:00.003+08:00

错的人

歌手：萧亚轩

词：吴克群曲：吴克群

　明知道爱情并不牢靠

但是我还是拼命往里跳　　

明知道再走可能是监牢　　

但是我还是相信只是煎熬　

朋友都劝我不要不要　

不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑　

　但是做人已经那么累

假惺惺的想要逃

在爱里连真心都不能给

这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲　

太容易让自己沉沦

太容易不顾一切满是伤痕　

　我太笨明知道你是错的人　

明知道这不是缘分　

但是我还奋不顾身　

但我相信有点可能　

可能在爱里面这样算笨　　

可能永远没有所谓永恒　　

但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能

　宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
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不错的旋律，但是很感伤。。。

第一次听的时候差点流泪。。。T~T

有感动到。。。

2010-10-30T16:41:00.004+08:00

突然之间觉的最近的生活有点乏味。。。

也不知道为什么有如此的感觉啊？？？

可能是因为今天一个人的关系，思考的比较多, 过头了 =.=!!!

明明就很多东西等着我去做，可是面对“它”久了以后就很闷很闷。。。

正在努力寻找一些东西是可以暂时放空一下自己的脑袋的。。。

快下大雨了，不能去游泳了=.=!!!

计划又被破坏了。。。

希望可以像别人一样把每一天都活的很精彩。。。

2010-10-26T00:39:00.006+08:00

STRESS is approaching to me now~~

Yes, I really can feel the stress now...

It will be getting bigger and bigger as the days coming...

It made me a little bit emotional today...

Lots of words just don't know how to express at once...

I'm just to pretend nothing and...

A little bit satisfied as I saw an improvement in myself today...

Well, I passed in the Japanese listening test,just on the minimum marks...

by the way, it's not good enough yet...

Finally, I can catch what's they're talking about...

not 100%, but at least 80% ...

I sense the FAILURE rate > SUCCESS rate...

Can I change it to SUCCESS rate> FAILURE rate??

within a 1 month time?

can I?

I'm doubt again...

2010-10-22T14:17:00.005+08:00

What's your ambition when you was small?

Is it the same with what you're currently pursuing right now?

or different?

Stay tune to the answer xD

Messy night

2010-10-20T23:23:00.004+08:00

Everything turned to be messy right now!!!!

Grrrrrr~~~

I really hate it...

I'm enough with it...

Why can't you just give me something good instead of giving obstacles by all the time ???

I need good luck seriously...

My laptop's condition is turning bad gradually...

Is hard for me to accept the only choice you know???

My laptop can't accompany me anymore until my graduation...

It takes time for me to cool down~~

I felt sad as my parents need to spend money to buy a new laptop for me~~~

And my mum and aunties are busying take turn taking care of my wagong daily ...

I know my mum is busy and tired, I'm not dare to tell her if I could solve the problem by myself...

but, I can't...

Is hard to tell them, because my parents not the millionaire, can't spend money like water...

but what to do?That's the only way....

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Secondly, why can't I just have a better internet line???

TM customer service is good, but they can't even solve my problem...

Called me twice for clarifications on some stuffs during the holiday, but end up with????NO ACTION!!!

Problem remained unsolved, and need me personally go the TM centre again!!!

Already applied it for almost 2months...

They told me the the internet line will be solved within 3 weeks times when I filled the form....

WTF!!!

I want to do some online shopping also can't have it!!!

Bullshit!!!!

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Thirdly, regarding the course registered....

Is so headache rightnow~~~

Everything seems to be OK for the first few days,then the lecturer asked us to drop one of the subject...

Then, end up have to manually add the subject in which have to wake up early in the morning to get the number and to register the subject....

If not because of that, I can go back to visit my wagong by tommorrow dy!!!

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PLEASE GIVE ME GOOD LUCK

CHEER ME UP BY NOT GIVING ME PROBLEMS AGAIN...

難しいね

2010-10-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

Everything ain’t easy….What do I mean today?

If I fall in love on you, that’s mean you’re special and important to me…

You’re someone that I’m looking for…

You’re enough to make my heartbeat increase, lost attention and feeling uneasy… xD

Yup, I mean to share with you and go through every sweetness and bitterness with you…

For me, to fall in love on ones, it ain’t easy….

If I said I respect you, that’s mean you are good in something…

You’re having something that worthy for me to learn from you…

You’re someone ain’t easy, but knowledgeable and good with…

If I have set you as my target, that’s mean you can help me to have a good future…

Target is always something above my limit right now…

It’s ain’t easy, but I’ll promise to try…

For me, everything ain’t easy to catch one’s eyesight, feeling and the sacrifice that are willing to give out…

Isn't it????? =)